It’s already the last week of May.
The last week of summer.
And I haven’t been to the beach yet.
Haven’t even had a swim in a pool yet (yeah, I know. I don’t know how to swim.)
I just got back from a summer youth camp.
It was a district camp, so I didn’t really know anyone besides the people i know from my church. So…that’s… one, two………
five. yeah. Just five. Including our youth pastor.
And I’m the only girl. That kinda sucked. hahahaha But I’m used to it.
I got to meet other people, lead our group for the talent show (I don’t think I did a good job at it. hehe), play volleyball with tarpaulins. hahaha
Anyway.. We were assigned for the praise and worship.
I wasn’t active in practicing these past weeks and I was afraid they would make me lead in front. I prefer singing back up or playing acoustic. But that was what I wanted. I forgot about what God wanted.
Eventually, I did lead in front. Well, not exactly. I didn’t talk much. hahaha. But it was a start.
I was so afraid of stepping up that I never thought of actually doing it. I always felt that i didn’t deserve to lead people to worship God. Well, no one is. But you get the point.
What’s important to God is not what you think of yourself, or what the people will think of you. It’s the heart that counts. That’s what matters.
And with the willingness to serve God, I was able to do an action song. HAHAHAHA.
“Give me a J! (Give me a J) Hit me with an E now! (Hit me with an E) And an S U S now (S U S) Who do you get now? (Jesus) Who do you love now? (Jesus)”
I have never done that before. Even in my own church. Because I thought I’d look stupid doing it. But who cares? :D
“LIFT! LIFT! LIFT JESUS HIGHER! PUSH! PUSH! PUSH SATAN LOWER!”
I’m so glad that God keeps reminding me of the talent that I should be using for Him. :)
My summer didn’t suck so bad after all.